I have not written in a VERY long time but today I just need to write. My heart is heavy, so very heavy. Here is why. I was at a friends house yesterday. She has 2 beautiful bio children and 2 beautiful children who were adopted from Uganda. I love them all so much, they are such a joy to be around (and I just get to be the fun Mrs. Stolte!) I have not been over there for awhile. I was in Michigan helping my mom and then came home and stayed in my house making costumes for my son's Theater preformance. O' wait I did mention that I made 8 costumes for the preformance. Anyway, yesterday I went to D's house and we were talking. She read an email to me and my heart shattered into 1 bazillion pieces. I am in utter shock and disbelief. A family adopted 2 boys from the same orphanage that she got her two beautiful treasures from. They came home this past Dec. and as of a few weeks ago the had relenquished all rights to those boys. 3 months people, 3 months...how do you bond in 3 months, how do you work through their issues in 3 months, how do you walk away from 2 children (they are 5 and 7 years old) in just 3 months. I don't get it!! I am trying REALLY hard not to judge, I am trying REALLY hard not to be angry!
I want these boys...I just do not know where to begin. Only God...Only God!!
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