Ian

Ok...stressful!!! I go to the dentist(this was not bad at all) and thinking that I should use cell phone manners I turn off my cell. This is the right thing to do right? Well...let me tell you, my phone will not be going off anymore. I will have it on vibrate in my pocket if I am in a place where cell phones are taboo!
Here is my story... I am happily getting my teeth cleaned and the find a cracked filling. It is on a root canaled tooth so they decided to fix it on the spot. I a get done at about 9:50 (my appointment was not until 10:00 I messed up and went in at 9:00 so they said sure 9:00 is fine) then I go to buy a few groceries. As I am standing in the store I get this feeling that I should just go to the school." HMMM " I think "ok, there must be pictures there for me to get done." I leave and head off to school. As I walk in the front door I get. "He's in the back" ,"Shanna he is laying down you need to get to him" , "Shanna did you get our message?" I look blankly at the many faces saying my name and finally a friend says "she doesn't know what happened!" She looks at me and says " Ian had a seizure in class he is laying on the couch in the staff room." In that instant my little boy's life flashed before me. By the time I got to him he was just tired. An after effect of having a seizure. The teacher came down and talked to me. Ian seized for about 3 minutes and then was disoriented for about 30mins. He would not talk and did not recognized his teacher. He came out of it and walked down to the office where I found him. He was pale as a ghost when I got to him. I brought him home and he slept for 1 1/2 hours. This is normal for someone who has seized. When he woke up he was fine. He wanted to go play...I made him lay on the couch and watch soccer(yippee for world cup soccer!) I phoned my doctor and got him in to see her today. She thinks that it is some kind of seizure disorder and is ordering a ekg and a visit to a pediatric neurologist.
Wait time?? who knows. I know that God was involved in getting me to the school to get Ian. I know that he can get this appointment for me fast! I am praying that my God will move mountains and get us in ASAP! God is good and I know that he loves Ian more than I ever can and he has his hands wrapped around him. That is what I am clinging to as all kinds of things play out in my head. The devil is trying to trap me in the "what if" trap and I am not going to fall for it. My God is Greater than this and will support us no matter what!! God is good and his love endures forever!!